I don’t want to live this life anymore. Drinking the other night I was pissed and I reached for my gun. No one around to stop me. No one around to care. I could have been gone. A neighbor would have found me. Maybe I would have driven off. And some random person would have found me. But either way I would be gone. And I wouldn’t be hurt. I would be free. I thought about the life I wanted and then of the one I was living. The choices I’ve made. The ones I should have made. I regret a lot. Then some days I regret nothing. I put my gun down that night. But tonight I want to pick it back up again.
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What it means to fall in love with a sadist
When I love you
I want to hurt you.
The more I care for you
The more I want you to suffer for me.
I want to smile at you like you mean the world to me -
and then I will show you how dark my own world can be.
There is nothing more affectionate for me than having your permission to make you scream. When I hurt you so much that you start to cry, I feel loved more than I could ever ask for.
You trust me to not hurt you in any way you would not want to be hurt. I trust you to be honest about what you’re willing to do for me.
There is nothing more entertaining for me than having a (play) relationship with someone I have a constant claim over. Someone who challenges me and forces me to always be at my best – so that I can always best them.
There is nothing that beats that sadistic grin and long sarcastic laugh before I grab you by your hair and whisper threats into your ear.
There is nothing more emotional for me than having you curl up next to me, longing for my gentle touch. Watching you fall asleep with your head in my lap while I pet you until you start humming and purring from content.
When you love my worst
I will love you best.
This is so perfect, I wanna cry
Very well said
Fuck yes
50 Shades of Karma
I’ve been a good girl today so Daddys going to take me shopping, it’s kinda late so we decide to just go to target to find me something. I wanna find something sexy to wear for Daddy tonight, so I run off and hide so he can’t find me.
Browsing the lingerie I find a three outfits I love. One being purple, his favorite. I head off to the dressing rooms, where he finally finds me, hiding my findings behind my back so he can’t see I run into the room.
The first outfit is pretty and bright yellow, it’s a simple baby doll dress, and since I’m his BabyDoll I love this one. Plus my breast are screaming to be let out the top. I open the door, and Daddy’s erection is almost immediate, his eyes get wide and he reaches out and pulls me to him kissing me hard. I feel his erection on my leg, he kisses me hard, and then whisper,
“I have a beautiful little Slut, don’t I?”
Smiling up at him, I say
“it only gets better from here.”
The next outfit is bright red, a tight mini skirt, and bralett top, opening the door, He’s right there, waiting, I do a 360 for him and show my ass peeking out in the back and bend over teasing him. He slaps my ass hard, I yelp,
“Better stay quite my sexy little Slut I don’t wanna draw attention to us.”
He sticks two fingers into my wet & wanting pussy.
“Mm I can’t wait to treat you like the Slut you are and turn you into my personal cum dumpster.”
I moan as he continues,
“Are there any more my little Slut?”
“Just one more but it’s the best one”
I say between moans, he pulls his fingers out and sticks them in his mouth and sucks them,
“Ahh you taste so sweet my Babydoll”
Finally I go put on the purple school girl outfit. I know he’ll love this one. The skirt falls perfectly over my ass, and the tip sparkles and fits my breast perfectly, I know he won’t be able to control himself if we buy this one for tonight. I hide behind the door and tell him to come into the room and close his eyes, once I shut and lock the door he opens his eyes,
“My God slut, you look fantastic!! Is this what you want?”
He says grabbing his erection as it fights to be freed, I drop to my knees,
“Yes please Daddy,”
I crawl to him and undo his pants freeing his cock and take it in my mouth, he rams it down my throat making me gag, and fight for air, he pulls me up and kisses me hard and pulse his belt from his pants,
“Bend over Slut time for a spanking for teasing me”
I bend over and wave my ass in the air waiting, he gives me three spanking each hard than the last, I scream in pain, I love it when he’s rough. He grabs me and rams his cock into my soaking wet pussy, and the suddenly slams into my ass I scream even louder, and loving the pain, I rub my clit to match his rhythm and we both start moaning loud and not caring were in a store, he bends over and pulls and rips the top off and grabs my breast with one hand and claws my back with the other. My legs start to trimble and my orgasm is coming quick.
“My little Slut ready to come for Daddy?”
“Yes Daddy,” I moan.
And together we cum, and come to a stop, calming down and catching are breath. I reach for our clothes..
“We aren’t done yet slut,”
Grabbing me he starts to kiss all over, making a trail of kisses and nibbles down to my breast, clawing my back I let out a low moan. He slaps my breast getting them nice and red,
“Finger yourself for me little Slut”
I do as I’m told, as he trails kisses and nips and starts making his territory.
“You are mine to do what I want when I please.”
He pulls me to him and we sit on the bench, I straddle him and start to ride him as hard as I can. He continues to m
Kiss me and slap my ass and tits as well. He throws me to the ground and gets on top of me, putting my leg over his shoulders, rips off the skirt, then he rams into me harder and harder with each thrust, until he comes again. He lays beside me and holds me,
“I love you my babydoll, but I don’t think we will be buying that outfit” as he hols up the ripped shreads,
“It’s okay, this was better than the outfit anyways”
“Let’s go home so we can shower, and continue to fuck the night away.”
50 Shades of Karma
It’s late and we’re bored so we decide to go to Cindys, browsing the store I grab a few outfits to try on, theirs only one worker and she’s getting ready to leave, she walks to the back and you knock on the door, when I open in I’m in crotchless panties and a school girls uniform, she skirt doesn’t cover anything really, and my breast are screaming to be let out the top, you brought a blindfold and something else behind your back. You tell me to turn around, and you tie the blindfold, and sit me down on the bench in there, “Quite Whore so they don’t hear us” I nod in response, you flog me and I whimper, you grab my throat and growl “I told you to be quite whore, you make another sound and you will be punished” I wishers the slightest “Yes Master” and you release me. You flog my breast several times getting the tops nice and red, you lay me down on the bench so you can see all of me, my pussy is wet and gleaming, “mm I love when you’re wet and ready for me whore” as you ram two fingers into my pussy, you undo your pants and straddle my face and shove your cock down my throat, “If you want up and want to breath you have to get me off and swallow all of my cum without a word or sound like the good little whore you are” you continue to finger my pussy as I suck you off and lick your balls, you snuck in a vibrator as well, and turn it on, and start massaging my clit, the act is torture and I can’t move and fight you off you have my alarms pinned down with your legs, I fill you stick something in my pussy and say “Get Ready and stay silent” I continue to suck you off not being able to see what you’re doing to me, when you shove the wet butt plug from my pussy into my ass, and try to scream and you slap my pussy hard I start gagging as you shove your cock all the way down my throat and I reach your balls with my mouth as well you hit me again, “shut up whore and take it!!” I whimper, but you’re relentless, you hear the girl walk back into the store, she’s on the phone you hear her sadly she guesses we left, she walks out the door and locks us in. “Oh whore you’re in for it now. We have the whole store I can use as I please..” you finally let me up coughing I just stare at you perplexed, “Stand up so I can see how it looks.” I stand and realize the butt plus has a tail, “Beautiful” you say, “finally a tail for my Kitten” you grab me and rip off the skirt I have on, then the panties, and free my breast as well, I react and rip your shirt off as well, naked we walk out the dressing room, “Where to start, Where to start?” We walk over to the dancer section, you put up a pole and tell me “get dressed in what you please, it’s dance time” I put on a lime green body suit and walk over to the pole, “Well Whore you always wanted to strip here’s your chance, strip for your master” “Yes sir I reply” and start to dance around the pole, I strip off the dress down to lime green pastys and a g string, I walk over and straddle you and start to dance on you, I feel you hard underneath my and drop to my knees to finish sucking you off, I keep my eyes on you and watch as you get lost I’m with my mouth all the way around your cock all the way around the base, and licking and sucking your balls, until you’re ready to cum, I lean back and face your cock against my breast and jerk you off until you come all over my red breast. We get up and walk to the back you grab some rope and tie my arms up against a wall, and start rubbing my clit until I cum, “now that you’re nice and ready it’s my turn to cum again” you grab my legs and hold them up in the air, and ran your throbbing cock into my soaking wet pussy hard and fast, you stop and grab another vibrator off the shelf, “Let’s stretch you and get you ready to take my fist again, you hold the vibrator against your cock and shove them both into my pussy I scream! You kiss me hard and whisper “just take it like the good whore you are” “Yes daddy” relentless with your torture I cum again and again and you cum into me at the same time, our orgasm is amazing, and we just stop and breathe for a moment, “I love being your fuck toy daddy and I’ll take whatever you give me” I whisper, I feel you get hard again under me. “Time for my fist whore,” you undo my arms and lay me on the ground and time my legs uo so that they’re spread far and you have complete access to me. Your assault is endless, you start by rubbing my clit with one hand and fingering me with two fingers, then three, using both hands you shove three fingers each into me I cry out, “Hush Whore I told you I was going to stretch you!” You keep going with both hands as I scream, you put in both pinkies and ram me with your hands and pull at my pussy stretching it out as far as you can get it, you take on hand out and shove the whole other hand into me, you grab the vibrator and hold it against my clit while fisting me, I can’t take it and cum over and over, and begin to squirt all over, you slowly remove your hand but keep the vibrator on me. You untie my legs and carry me to a sex chair bending me over and putting my ass into the air, “Time to take your ass Whore.” You take out the butt plug and wetting your fingers in my soaking pussy you begin to finger my ass with two fingers, you ram your cock into my pussy and start with a third finger in my ass getting it ready for your cock, all at once you pull out of my ass and pussy and am then shove your cock into my ass, I yelp you continue to ram my ass, I moan and sit up wrapping my hands around your neck as you’re behind me and start to bounce on your dick as its in my ass, “God Daddy I love when you fuck me in the ass, you fill amazing” you reach around and start assaulting my clit again, hard I being to cum as I’m bouncing on your dick, “Oh daddy” I cry out. “Cum with my Sir, I want to cum woth you again Master please!” Losing yourself we cum together again you grab my throat, “you’re such a perfect whore shall we continue?” We decide to head home and clean up taking a few new toys and outfits to add to out collection as we do, and I lay in your lap as you pet me all the way home and continue saying, “My Kitten, the perfect whore”
